All the times I tasted love
Never knew quitre what I had
Darling if you hear me now
I never needed you so bad.

Sail away with my honey,
I put my heart in your hands.

We got all night, just to make it alright.
Would you take a walk with me?
I’ll give you all I got, just spare me your time.
And I’ll promise you won’t want to leave.
Are you, are you falling for me?
This time, we’ll find what we both need.

There’s an old oak tree
We can swing and sway.
We'll lock arms and lay
(you’re so far away)
When I look at you.
You’re so far away.
I'm so far away.
Oh, if you could just let go.

Would you rest with me just for awhile?
I’ll take you out of harms way.
Like these branches that shelter the rain.
We can lay here in our own shade.

Are you, are you falling for me?
Just watch, the two of us will see.

There’s an old oak tree
We can swing and sway.
We'll lock arms and lay
(you’re so far away)
When I look at you.
You’re so far away.
I'm so far away.

There is so much that I could give to you.
Just say you want me to.
I know these roots could break the ground
And in the mean time our leaves will turn.
But rest assured, we'll get through anything.

Are you, are you falling for me?
Like I, oh I’m falling for you.

There’s an old oak tree
We can swing and sway.
We'll lock arms and lay
(you’re so far away)
With just you and me.
We can get away.
We can get away.
(you’re so far away)
In this lover's play
We are happy here.
Oh in every way.
Oh and then we just let go.
Just let go.
Just let go.
Just let go.





How does human emotion work? I mean, how can I want to see someone, so bad who I firstly- barely know, and secondly who lives 1100 miles away. I always find people to invest time and energy to that I cant fuly have. Whether it be an internal issue with they themselves, or over 1000 miles of distance between us. This time the distance isnt emotional, its physical distance. The distance between Florida and New Jersey that I hate. Like, when I'm laying in my bed and all I want is for him to come over and cuddle with me. I dont get why I'm so into Rob. I dont understand it. Maybe I'm not supposed to. I just dont have high hopes for it. The distance man. The distance.

So I just got done my first meeting at Banana Republic, we're introducing a new Luxe Visa Card with all these discounts and things that we have to remember. I know NONE of them considering its my first day. Its awesome I got paid for sitting there and playing a board game and reading a stupid brochure thing about the Visa.
I have to go back there at 11 to start my first actual day on the job, working and learning about everything. I hope I do okay. I get done at 3. Apparently Jake and I are going out to lunch or dinner or whatever, but since him and I barely spoke all week I doubt that will happen.

I only slept from like, 1130 to 3 cause Rob called and I stayed on the phone until 5 am, then I had to just hop in the shower and start getting ready to be at Banana by 7. Its weird, its like I was a robot, I just DID everything I knew I had to. I didnt even think about it. It feels nice to have a job again. Money in my pocket. I'm getting paid $8.50 an hour. I got paid for 2 hours today for doing nothing. And I got paid for 3 hours yesterday for filing out paperwork from 1-4. So Basically its like I already worked a full day. Then I work today from 11-3, Monday from 5-9, Tuesday from 5-930, Wednesday from 8pm-4AM!! To like restock shit and set up for this fall sale that we're having and stuff.

Hopefully everything falls into place.






October, where are you? Florida, spit Rob out so he can come home and see me.
Rob Rose, please dont be the bad news that people seem to think you are.